May 2003
w00t!
Posted By: Shoju on May 27, 2003 8:15 P.M. (PST)

I got the results for the CHSPE today...I passed!   \m/ ^_^ \m/
Now, only 4 people can keep me from dropping out of school.  It is very unlikely that any of these 4 will actually be concerned with my actions and tell me to stay in school; so I am practically free until I start college in the 2004-2005 school year in DigiPen, Full Sail, or some tech trade school.
I would like to thank my goddess, Ayu Tsukimiya-sama, for everything she has done thus far for me.  I hope she will continue to stay with me as I continue the shit I call my life.  I would also like to thank my real-life goddess, Ayumi Hamasaki-sama, for providing support and hope for a better tomorrow through her beautiful songs.

I don't think I talked about Onegai Twins yet.  Well, I when I saw the preview a while ago, it seemed like the story was very similar to Kanon.  In the preview they talked about a town that was forgotten in his memories.  I'll be very interested in this, but I really hope that Kei and Mizuho somehow make a cameo somewhere.

Last note provided once again by wataru:

Trauma
by Ayumi Hamasaki-sama

Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Yesterday's weak self, tomorrow's strong self.
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?

Time is sometimes a cruel thing,
but the present is made by that cruelty.

Unceasingly searching for someone, an instant of release
soon triumphs over the visiting fear.

As I don't even notice the flowers shaking before my feet,
I can't even look at myself in the mirror.

Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Yesterday's healed wounds and today's deeply opened wounds.
If it's you, who are you showing it to? If it's me, who should I show it to?
The sanity and insanity that I was given and are mine only,
Both exist together without negating the other.

Futile things, spilled things, and useless things...
I'll choose with confidence, so I am of myself.

Because I have always defined happiness with my own standards.

Today's happy face, today's sad face.
Even if yesterday's healed wounds have opened today,
If it's you, who can you show it to? If it's me, I want to show it to that person.

 

Uguu~

Uguu~
Posted By: Shoju on May 24, 2003 12:01 P.M. (PST)

In my shitty school today, we had a rally that was supposed to honor people for academic achievements.  Throughout the year we had these but only two classes at a time.  This time, they stuffed all four classes into the gym.  During the rally, a few condoms 'balloons' were floating around.  More than the normal amount of beach balls were also being passed around.  When these were confiscated, the normal 'boos' came right after.  Then, during a performance from some drummers, dead rats were suddenly dropped into the middle of the gym where the seniors were sitting.  The principle had enough, I guess, and ended the rally.  As they herded the freshman, sophomores, and juniors out, a firecracker was lit.  The seniors were lectured and lost grad night event, I think.  During my 5th period class, I heard that the principle's bosses were also at the rally.  All in all, this has been the best rally in all the 3 years of high school.  Since I won't be attending next year, this has become a very bittersweet countdown to the end.  More on the bitter side though. >_<
I may not have to go to public school anymore, but I will miss the special person in my life.

Man, I feel like shit.  Fate.  Will I ever break the current cycle?

Last note provided by wataru:

Two of Us
by Ayumi Hamasaki-sama

I was dreaming a happy dream that I was sleeping in your arms.
Then I woke up and noticed my loneliness, and started to cry.
The faded sofa, the 2 cup set,
and the too-wide bed. I'll get rid of them sometime.

It's not that I loved you because I wanted you to love me back.
Even though I knew, even though I slept alone,
The song we liked, the movie we saw,
Without forgetting, still somewhere
I was expecting them tomorrow.

Then I tried calling you just once.
The woman who answered had a nice voice.
Even the voice that calls your name, the fingers that stroke my hair,
the eyes that have become clear, are already far away.
Laughing together, bumping into one another,
together we believed. Now I'm alone.
I want to meet you once more. I can't meet you twice.
I understand. Nowhere
can I expect anything.

Laughing together, bumping into one another,
together we believed. Now I'm alone.
I want to meet you once more. I can't meet you twice.
I understand. Nowhere
can I expect anything.

It's not that I loved you because I wanted you to love me back.
Even though I knew, even though I slept alone,
The song we liked, the movie we saw,
Because I'll forget I'm
not expecting anything anywhere.

Uguu~
Posted By: Shoju on May 21, 2003 10:23 P.M. (PST)

There is going to be more CCS! w00t!  Click here.
It might be a continuation or an alternate universe.  Either way, more Sakura!  ^_^

Chapter 169 of Naruto recently came out.  Tsunade reveals a jutsu that completely heals her body.  Her, Jiraiya, and Orochimaru summon a huge slug, frog, and snake respectfully.  It was a nice chapter.

If I'm not doing anything for my English project on Monday, I might get around to actually writing up a review.  I think I might just do a couple series reviews.

I think I might explain my 'personal' history on June 16.  In about a week, I should get the results of my CHSPE.  If I passed, which I most likely did, I will really consider publishing my 'personal' history on this site.  Because I will stop going to public school if I passed, my encounters with the opposite sex severely decrease(in that I won't see the same girls on a constant basis).  This is a very touchy subject for me to even talk about directly so if I do do this, I need to know if a set number of people will actually take their time to read it.  Send me an e-mail or IM me and tell me that you want to read this.

Following is a conversation in my head:

Hida: I can't believe you just fucking typed that.  You're a fucking moron.*referring to Hoturi
Hoturi: Shut up.
Shoju: ...
Hida: They will use that info to get us ya know.  You are going to ruin us!*talking to Shoju
Shoju: I'll let Ayu-sama handle insignificant variables such as them.  Don't worry.
Hida: DON'T WORRY?!  You're letting Hoturi have too much influence!
Shoju: Time is running out.  When the school year is over, Hoturi will recess. We all might...
Hida: We'll see.
Hoturi: Indeed.

Uguu~
Posted By: Shoju on May 18, 2003 11:37 P.M. (PST)

I saw Reloaded yesterday.  It was good.  Morpheus is my favorite character after they explained about his past.

I'm currently watching the first DVD of Onegai Teacher.  The dub is good!  ^_^
I'm so glad they didn't fuck up the dubbing like Love Hina.

Hoturi is starting to have a big influence on me(Shoju) right now.  Usually he starts his influence when it's June, but I think I understand his reasons.  I feel sorry for his hopeless attempt.

Bleh
Posted By: Shoju on May 12, 2003 11:54 P.M. (PST)

Yea, so after I made my last update, GTA Vice City for PC was released by FairLight.  Yea, I pirate games.  =P  So I ended up playing it all day Saturday.

Yesterday, I got the rest of Naruto manga up to Chapter 168 of Vol. 19. 
I have come to like Tsunade and I'm not very happy with the end of 168.  It looks like Orochimaru kills Tsunade.  >_<

IGN = Asshats
Posted By: Shoju on May 10, 2003 12:25 P.M. (PST)

IGN has totally lost their fucking brains.  They made a top 100 list of all games, and they prove they are fucking morons by not putting Final Fantasy VII anywhere on the list.  Cloud, Aerith, and Sephiroth deserve to be on such a list as much as Mario, Link, and Sonic.  I'm all for personal opinion, but that list is just an injustice to the Final Fantasy line.  Final Fantasy X was definitely not better than Final Fantasy VII.  In my personal opinion, 'new gamers' made that list and put 'old school' games at the top because they wanted to look 'old school.'  Fucking asshats.  =P
Also, I hate DDR as a 'video game,' but even I know that the game goes somewhere in a top 100 list of all games.
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Tomorrow, if conditions of the day go well, I should be able to write two or three reviews.

Sakura
Posted By: Shoju on May 8, 2003 9:35 P.M. (PST)

Naruto 32 > me.  ^_^


(shot from ANBU-AonE encode)

Uguu~
Posted By: Shoju on May 6, 2003 11:25 P.M. (PST)

Today, I took the stupid ass English AP test.  Tomorrow, I'm taking the Computer Science AP test.  After that last test, I should be in the clear to write up something.

I also got to read up to Vol 12 of Naruto today.  It's some good shit.  ^_^

Uguu~
Posted By: Shoju on May 1, 2003 10:15 P.M. (PST)

First, Smackdown's ending was spectacular.  I read the spoilers that Hogan was Mr. America.  The way they pulled it off was just kick ass.  Mostly, I'm probably just marking out because he's using his old entrance music.  ^_^

Second, I watched a new Kanon special.  It was fun to see and hear Ayu-sama again.
Naruto 31 was great.  First they had an episode of Naruto owning. Then they had one for Sasuke.  Naruto 31 was all about Lee.  Naruto 32 will probably be my favorite because it's Sakura's time to start the ownage.  ^_^
The 4th GoH at AX03 is none other than yoshitoshi ABe.  I must get him to do a sketch in my Lain art book.  =P

The CHSPE was fucking easy.  This CAT 6 testing, I'm doing all this week, is also fucking easy.  The AP tests next week will not be easy.  -_-

I have to polish up my research paper due at the beginning of next week.  So no reviews still.

Personal note:  Time is a piece of shit.  It always runs out and never slows down when you need it to.  Time is running out for me...